I don't know what it is but I feel like I've been on the go the past few weeks.
I don't think there has been one day where I haven't had to be somewhere or was doing something.
In a way it feels pretty good. It tells me that I don't need so-called social groups to make me feel worthy or popular. But in other ways it's just dang exhausting! I can not get enough sleep!
But what's been the best part about all of this is that I'm finding myself less self-critical during this time and more socially outgoing. I'm not so afraid anymore of meeting new people, though you can bet your bum that I'm not going to stick myself right into the fire.
Though I like the warmth that a good friendship can provide... I'm not too fond of getting burned.